A Worshiper of the Flesh
January 30, 2007 at 7:07 pm
‘Architecture and war are not incompatible. Architecture is war. War is architecture. I am at war with my time, with history, with all authority that resides in fixed and frightened forms. I am one of millions who do not fit in, who have no home, no family, no doctrine, no firm place to call my own, no known beginning or end, no “sacred and primordial site.” I declare war on all icons and finalities, on all histories that would chain me with my own falseness, my own pitiful fears. I know only moments, and lifetimes that are as moments, and forms that appear with infinite strength, then “melt into air.” I am an architect, a constructor of worlds, a sensualist who worships the flesh, the melody, a silhoutte against the darkening sky. I cannot know your name. Nor you can know mine. Tomorrow, we begin together the construction of a city.’
Architecture is really hard to specifically define, or at least for me, because for me, it engulfs all that is beauty, rythm and form… I believe this is one of the most touching quotes I have ever encountered in my architectural life. Architecture is not only beams, concrete, floors and roofs, WE are architecture we are the ones that define wether we live rejoiced or encarcerated, wether we breathe in the summer air, or work under floureschent lights, architecture is life interpreted, concept in motion.For me, it has all become a journey, no… a mission, I am in perpetual search of beauty, of that little detail, of that space, that air, that strenght that ‘silohuette against a darkening sky‘, that syllable that when uttered will restore our innocence and pureness of being.
These are the things that keep me up at night… lines, shadows, volumes, lights flud my head and deprive me of any sane sleep. I worry about my competence, I doubt myself as a creator of structural life, I fear the land of the grey masses, I sometines feel on the verge of tears because I feel I’m not doing enough. I feel as though a huge resposibility lies on my shoulders, not only as an architect but as a human being, as an INTEGRAL human being… these things I fear also are the basic lines of motion on which I thrive upon (or at least try to), they are my fears, they are what try to hold me behind, and I hate them, I despise their sneer, their constant gaze, so what is there to do? break away of course, break away as hard and as fast as I can, break away and leave them behind.
These thoughts break me apart, but that is not entirely bad… I mostly welcome the discomfort, the unbalance, I enjoy breaking away with my sanity piece by piece, night after night, model after model. I feel that that is the only way in which I will be able to change my perspective, change my eyes, my skin, my touch, only then will I be able to build pureness…
The Postal Service - This Place is a Prison
Portrait of David - Constant Flow
Martyn Bennett - Liberation
Max Richter - On The Nature of Daylight
Amon Tobin - One Small Step
Images: LOW vanity pictures


I made this list because I want to have the ultimate generic retro/pop-punk list circa 2006. Somewhere between Clash and the latest Shins album. One list that I can listen to droningly without feeling a thing. To be frank I am kinda over with pop-punk and everything just pass right through my head. The Shins seems to have incorporate everything there is into retro punk without turning it into something else. (eg. Tortoise , ambient/electro rock such as Album Leaf or dream pop even)
Here is my question for you my brave readers: 1. Is the Shins all that? 2. Is it the tail end of 2006 or giving us something new for 2007? 3. Is this retro-punk style even exist?4.

“Uea!

