So it’s summer now… well, almost… and new life has flourished once again, now in full bloom. Once again I apologize for my constant lack of posts, but I have to confess I haven’t been up to it lately, I’ve almost even dreaded getting near this WRITE POST area where the curser blinks like saying “Come on I haven’t got all day you know?” (oddly… in my head, the curser speaks to me in a thick British accent).
This last school term proved to be, rather savage plagued with sleepless nights, guilt-ridden days, apathetic showers and constant visits to the Jim (gym). Somehow I managed to do fairly good, at least in what concerns grades, sentimentally and physically… I was more than drained, exhausted… fed up, if you may.
All of my ailments were caused by the apparition of old ghosts, who apparently arose with the sole purpose of biting my ass and my heart. I think the perfect word I could use to describe my semester was “wavey”… because everything came in waves, good mood, bad mood, worse mood, the crying, the screaming, the jogging…. it all came as it pleased and mostly, it all came when it was least called for, the only constants were the deadly doses of coffee, soy milk and endless internet chats with my best friend. I have no idea how I still have a full functioning nervous system… My best friend insists on calling me “insane”, but I can’t help it… self-destruction seduces me, I find it utterly irresistible. I can’t pull back, I can’t NOT push myself to see where I break, to see how much I can take without giving in to delusions and hallucinations *sigh*.
So… as is usual for all my posts, I’m posting late at night (12.32am says my laptop), and Mandalay has been playing in the background for the better part of an hour now and I decided to finally “wrap-up” this turbulent semester, with some of my all time favorite songs, or at least, a very small portion of those songs. Some of a “laying ghosts to rest” kinda list. So hope you don’t mind me unwinding like this.
1. Mandalay - Insensible
2. Portishead - Wandering Stars
3. A Perfect Circle - Pet
4. Greenskeepers - Back in the Wild
5. The Church - Under the Milkyway Tonight
6. David Bowie - Rebel, Rebel
7. Elliot Smith - Needle in the Hay
8. Kathryn Williams - In a Broken Dream
9. Esthero - Song for Holly
10. George Michael - Brother Can You Spare a Dime
11. Miles Davis - I Thought About You
12. Janis Joplin - Son of a Preacher Man
13. Jimi Hendrix - Castles Made of Sand
14. Lamb - Heaven
15. Massive Attack - Heat Miser